Jordan you was born on the 4th of september at Queens park hospital. You was 2 weeeks over due and you didn't seem to want to come out into this world, 36 long hours you took and then finally you was here and how beautiful you was with your dark hair and dark eyes. you was such a good baby you more or less slept rite through , you was always so content never did you cry even when you woke for a bottle you just made silly little noisy's and i always knew wot u wanted weather it be for feeding, nappy change or even just a cuddle. So when you started feeling ill I knew 3 times i took you doctor, only to get sent home saying "there was nothing wrong with you just a cold it will pass", they just thought i was to young and overreacting but i knew i wasn't. Its now november 3rd you would have been 9 week old exactly tomorrow. We went to bed like always around 10 o'clock you seem fine but around 11 I checked on you and you was fine but for some reason i just had the urge to hold you so i got you and cuddle up with you on my bed were we both fell asleep that was the last time i saw you alive. The next day when I woke up I was led in the same position with u still in my arms and I noticed straight away u wasn't breathing so I shouted for my dad and started giving you mouth to mouth but I know that it was useless cos u was already gone . When the ambulance arrived they tried all the way to the hospital and then for a further 20 mins in the hospital before they declared you dead .